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326 pages, Hardcover
First published February 25, 2020
- a female MC who is unapologetically herself. even when her feelings and motives change, she is still true to herself.
- a female MC who is ruthless, as well as kind. usually its one or the other in YA, so its refreshing to see a character so complex.
- enemies to lovers is one of my favourite tropes and its done really well in this.
- the writing has great pacing, easy to devour language, and such an immersive presence overall.
- i LOVE that this is a standalone. most YA fantasy stories come in the form of a series and sometimes (aka most of the time) i dont want to commit to multiple books (hence the many series i have yet to finish). i love an author who can take a fantasy world and create a well-developed and resolved standalone story with it.
"Alessandra Stathos, that's positively despicable." He says the words like they're the highest compliment he can give me.
Managing people can be tiresome, but there's still nothing more satisfying than watching people do exactly what I say.
And I look at my two friends. My first real friends. I thought women were always my competitors, people to be jealous of. How wrong I was.
"I battle with my mind. Not weapons."
The poets can say whatever they damned like. A woman’s worth is not decided by what’s between her legs but by what is in her mind.
“I know what I’m doing. And I’m going to keep doing whatever I wish, because I am the master of myself.”
“I lose interest in everything sooner or later. Everything save you. Because in you, I found my match. In you, I found my equal.”
“I want the power to change things.”
It’s been a fun game. Learning their secrets. Seducing them. Getting them to shower me with gifts.
But to be honest?
I’m bored with it.
I have a new game in mind.
“To you, Alessandra. May your wit never be used against me.”
“Alessandra Stathos, that’s positively despicable.” He says the words like they’re the highest compliment he can give me. “You are an absolute gem, do you know that?”
“When I see something I want, I reach for it without hesitation.”
“I don’t think it’s necessarily about finding the perfect man but finding the perfect man for you. One person may rank a man far differently than another, even if they are both using your ranking system.”
Credit: Melanie Bourgeois
“It was you who reminded me what it is to live.”
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Tired of being constantly overlooked, Alessandra is determined to prove just how cunning and villainous she can be. The plan is simple:
1) Woo the Shadow King.
2) Marry him.
3) Kill him and take his kingdom for herself.
What could possibly go wrong? Nothing. Except for one scenario she’s not at all prepared to face.
“I may be trying to win the heart of a king, but…I’m still being myself.”
“You are beautiful,” he continues. “But not so beautiful as to tempt me.”
“I think that when you care enough for someone, you reach a point where it’s far more painful not to have him at all than to have him and risk losing him. You realize the risk is worth it. Because happiness, however short-lived, is always worth it.”
“Aren’t we all drawn to friends in the beginning by trifling things? True bonds develop afterward, when character is revealed.”
“Don’t be afraid of who you are. Say what you wish. Be who you wish. Don’t try to be someone else.”
The Written Review
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Alessandra has a plan - convince the Shadow King to marry her. Then kill him. Then inherit the kingdom.
That’s the point. When a man sees something that several other men want, he can’t help but want it, too.
Kallias reaches into a pocket of his dress pants and pulls out a folded parchment. “I wrote it on paper.” He opens it, looks at the words, and shakes his head. “I can’t read it aloud. It’s for you to read. Later. Really, I just wanted to prove I could write a better one than Eliades. But I’ll leave it here and go.”
No one but me is allowed to decide when Kallias Maheras, king of six realms and counting, is going to die.
My blouse laces up the front in a fashion similar to a corset. It will be highly scandalous, and I suspect none of the men at court will be able to keep their eyes off me.
Though somewhat irritated by the rejection, I remain undaunted and try to catch another’s gaze. I find a broad-shouldered blond with a handsome mustache and give him a coy smile. He returns the greeting enthusiastically and turns away from me. What the hell?
I think to start welcoming my guests, but as I take a few steps in one direction, the partygoers … scatter.
What the devils? Perhaps I’ve only imagined it? I head for the refreshment table, thinking to check on the food arrangements. Skirts sway from my path, and a group of gentlemen cut off their conversation midsentence to turn away from me and find somewhere else to stand.
What is the matter with everyone?
I fume as I walk back to my rooms. Not beautiful enough to tempt him, am I? We’ll see about that. I’m going to make him fall so in love with me, he’ll forget he ever saw another woman. He will be begging for me by the time I’m done with him. And then he’ll beg for his life right before I end him.
My ambition. My cunning. My achievements. The guards heeding my commands are proof enough of what I’ve been trying to explain to my father for weeks.
I have achieved exactly what I set out to do.
“I’m not a trollop...I’m a sexually empowered woman, and there is nothing wrong with that.”
“There is nothing silly about waiting until you want to. Don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise. It is your body to do with as you will... Waiting. Not waiting. One lover. A hundred lovers. There should be no judgment either way. A woman is not defined by what she does or doesn’t do in the bedroom.”
What a profoundly silly story. The best part was chapter one after which it was all downhill.
The poets can say whatever they damned like. A woman's worth is not decided by what's between her legs but by what is in her mind.