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335 pages, Paperback
First published May 2, 2023
❛ ❛ I realized that leaving this town without you was the scariest thought I’ve ever had. I need you in my life like I need air, Annie. You have wrecked me in the best way I could ever imagine, and I’ll never be the same. Never want to be the same.” He kisses my forehead. “I love you. And I know marriage is something that’s deeply important to you—and what you want is deeply important to me, so…marry me, Annie. No one else. ❜ ❜
❝I’ve known since the moment I laid eyes on Annie that I needed to stay the hell away from her. Something about her attracts me in an I-could-get-feelings-for-her kind of way. And I don’t do feelings.❞
“It seems to me, Annie, that you are just waiting for someone to give you permission to be yourself out loud.”
“I’ve known since the moment I laid eyes on Annie that I needed to stay the hell away from her. Something about her attracts me in an I-could-get-feelings-for-her kind of way. And I don’t do feelings.”
“But you don’t believe in love.”
He brushes the back of his fingers affectionately over my jaw and down my throat. “It was easier to say I don’t believe in love, rather than admitting to myself that I was afraid I wouldn’t be loved back.”
“Do you like me, Will?” I hold her gaze and squeeze her fingers as her words tug the truth from me like they always do. “Yeah, I do, Annie. Do you like me?”
“Yeah. Against my better judgment.”
“I need you in my life like I need air, Annie. You have wrecked me in the best way I could ever imagine, and I’ll never be the same. Never want to be the same.” He kisses my forehead. “I love you. And I know marriage is something that’s deeply important to you—and what you want is deeply important to me, so…marry me, Annie. No one else.”
— IF HE AIN'T PROPOSING LIKE THIS THEN I DON'T WANT HIM
“It seems to me, Annie, that you are just waiting for someone to give you permission to be yourself out loud.”
“I am the quiet one in my family. The one with her nose always in a book because she prefers worlds where she doesn’t have to interact with other humans. It’s so much easier to read about relationships than to foster them. Less dangerous too.”
“I don’t think I like the word regret. Every choice I��ve made has been valuable in some way or other.”
“I’ve always had trouble telling people the truth of what I’m feeling when I know it’s going to be uncomfortable for them to hear—so I usually just keep it bottled up.”
“I’d say that I regret the things I never said way more than the things I have said.”
“But the thing about quiet people is, we’re only quiet because our brains are so busy overthinking everything.”
“I think this emptiness has been the result of constantly isolating myself from my feelings. I know who I am and what I want out of life—I’ve just been ignoring those needs.”
“If I waited until I felt confident to live my life and do the things I want to do, I’d never live.”
“This lesson is one as old as time: Fake it till you make it. If you want something, pretend you’re the kind of person who’s not scared of it.”
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹”she’s quickly becoming special to me - like something rare and precious you want to put in a safe place so you never lose it” ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ -“come with me?”
-“anywhere” 𐙚₊˚⊹
⭑.ᐟ the girl who thought that all she needed was to marry someone and have a family
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ “Annie: You’d do that for me?
Will: I’m quickly learning I’d do anything for you.” ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹
⭑.ᐟ the guy who didn’t believe in love and never wanted a relationship
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ ”But you don’t believe in love.” He brushes the back of his fingers affectionately over my jaw and down my throat. “It was easier to say I don’t believe in love, rather than admitting to myself that I was afraid I wouldn’t be loved back.”
I splay my hand over his chest. “Heartbreaking, Will. It’s impossible not to love you.” ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹
“I don’t want to see any part of Annie change. Not a single thing. I’ve never met anyone like her before—and it would be a damn shame for her to morph into some popular social construct of what a woman should be like on dates. I hate it.”
Seeing her bathed in light and surrounded by flowers from out here in the dark makes me feel like a man who slipped out of hell and is glimpsing heaven.