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Change My Ticket
Hollywood heartthrob meets med school dropout in this contemporary British MM romance.
When your key credential is looking good in spandex, your first serious role matters. Too bad that Gabe Duke can’t seem to get a proper handle on the molecular biologist he’s meant to portray. A chance meeting with a young researcher feels like the perfect opportunity to learn more about life in a lab, especially when that researcher seems blessedly ignorant of Gabe’s spot on lists like Hollywood’s Hottest Men Under 25.
Ray Fadil should learn how to refuse a dare. Being caught with his hand in the till—or appropriating university property for an early Halloween display, as the case may be—isn’t how he wanted his Sunday to go. But rather than landing in hot water, he finds himself with an unlikely ally who’s more interested in Ray’s experience with cell proliferation than in ratting him out. Meeting the guy for a coffee seems like a fair trade, especially since he’s rather easy on the eyes.
It’s the fast start of an unlikely friendship. There’s attraction too, though famous Gabe is hesitant to admit that Ray just might be boyfriend material—he’s not about to give an industry outsider a guided tour of his closet.
At least not until a forced outing pushes him to take shelter at Ray’s flat.
True love trumps fame in this smart, slow-burn gay romance featuring secrets, twists and turns, picnicking skeletons, a family Christmas, meddling friends, and two guys from different worlds who, with a little nudge in the right direction, may just find their happily ever after.
When your key credential is looking good in spandex, your first serious role matters. Too bad that Gabe Duke can’t seem to get a proper handle on the molecular biologist he’s meant to portray. A chance meeting with a young researcher feels like the perfect opportunity to learn more about life in a lab, especially when that researcher seems blessedly ignorant of Gabe’s spot on lists like Hollywood’s Hottest Men Under 25.
Ray Fadil should learn how to refuse a dare. Being caught with his hand in the till—or appropriating university property for an early Halloween display, as the case may be—isn’t how he wanted his Sunday to go. But rather than landing in hot water, he finds himself with an unlikely ally who’s more interested in Ray’s experience with cell proliferation than in ratting him out. Meeting the guy for a coffee seems like a fair trade, especially since he’s rather easy on the eyes.
It’s the fast start of an unlikely friendship. There’s attraction too, though famous Gabe is hesitant to admit that Ray just might be boyfriend material—he’s not about to give an industry outsider a guided tour of his closet.
At least not until a forced outing pushes him to take shelter at Ray’s flat.
True love trumps fame in this smart, slow-burn gay romance featuring secrets, twists and turns, picnicking skeletons, a family Christmas, meddling friends, and two guys from different worlds who, with a little nudge in the right direction, may just find their happily ever after.
274 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 31, 2023
About the author
Zarah Detand
15 books392 followersWriter of M/M romances. Loves a good book, a well-crafted White Russian, and long walks to the closest supermarket.
People in love with other people is her jam, with a particular penchant for snappy dialogue and a slow burn that is all the more satisfying once it finally catches fire. Playing with tropes of the famous-meets-non-famous variation? Bring it on! Fake relationships? Yes, please. All's fair as long as everyone gets their happy ending.
People in love with other people is her jam, with a particular penchant for snappy dialogue and a slow burn that is all the more satisfying once it finally catches fire. Playing with tropes of the famous-meets-non-famous variation? Bring it on! Fake relationships? Yes, please. All's fair as long as everyone gets their happy ending.
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February 13, 2023
Notting Hill meets heavily disguised Harry/Zayn AU fanfic? Super cute
May 12, 2023
2.75 stars
The beginning had potential. A movie star and a regular person meet and become friends with the eventual possibility of more. Unfortunately the more took way too long to come into existence and by the time it came I was over it.
I wanted to like the book but Ray, one of the main MCs, made it difficult. Gabe is a movie star who is in the closet. Initially Ray doesn't know Gabe is gay. They spend time together and get to know each other. There are sparks but Ray never allows himself to believe someone like Gabe could want him. Something major happens that causes the two of them to become closer but once again Ray's insecurities rip their chances apart.
I don't mind slow burns but give me some tension. Give me something to root for while the burn is catching. These two spent most of the book in a tentative friendship. It took until the 79% mark before something between these two finally happened. But by the 85% mark it all blows up and it isn't until the 97% mark where it was worked out. There just wasn't enough time with them actually being together for me to believe they would work as a couple.
I did like parts of the book. The side characters were all really good people in the MCs lives. Ray's family was kind and his mother was amazing. His best friends were good for him and Gabe's best friend Charlie was a stand up guy. Everything was there for the making of a great read but the romance just couldn't catch fire.
I liked the idea but not the execution.
The beginning had potential. A movie star and a regular person meet and become friends with the eventual possibility of more. Unfortunately the more took way too long to come into existence and by the time it came I was over it.
I wanted to like the book but Ray, one of the main MCs, made it difficult. Gabe is a movie star who is in the closet. Initially Ray doesn't know Gabe is gay. They spend time together and get to know each other. There are sparks but Ray never allows himself to believe someone like Gabe could want him. Something major happens that causes the two of them to become closer but once again Ray's insecurities rip their chances apart.
I don't mind slow burns but give me some tension. Give me something to root for while the burn is catching. These two spent most of the book in a tentative friendship. It took until the 79% mark before something between these two finally happened. But by the 85% mark it all blows up and it isn't until the 97% mark where it was worked out. There just wasn't enough time with them actually being together for me to believe they would work as a couple.
I did like parts of the book. The side characters were all really good people in the MCs lives. Ray's family was kind and his mother was amazing. His best friends were good for him and Gabe's best friend Charlie was a stand up guy. Everything was there for the making of a great read but the romance just couldn't catch fire.
I liked the idea but not the execution.
October 8, 2023
4 stars. The vibe here is sweet and calm with a simmering low-key type of angst. Not big and flashy and passionate, but a slow simmering angsty sadness about meeting the right person at the wrong time. The MCs are lovely, we learn all about them, their families and friends. It’s a big cast but done well, everyone is memorable in their way, adding a great deal of humor, perspective and personality, never got confusing, which is a great accomplishment with this many people.
This story was about the JOURNEY, about the getting-to-know-you phase of a relationship. More than 3/4 of the book is that phase with an added layer of he-can’t-be-mine due to various circumstances. MCs are young, early 20s, written in a mature and level-headed way. Slow burn, almost no burn as they fumble through their attraction, spice is minimal and fades to black. We don’t get to see this couple be together for many pages, maybe a couple chapters at the most as they don’t officially get together until the very end. Recommended for folks that like the journey part of a romance story.
Contemporary, m/m, famous, actor/celebrity, normal guy, HEA, London.
I recently finished You’re My Beat by this same author and it is an epically angsty friends-to-lovers that I highly recommend. Very different level of angst from Change My Ticket, but full of the push/pull, passion and uncertainty that goes with young love. The couple in You’re My Beat also don’t get together until the very very end of the story, maybe that is a hallmark of this author?
This story was about the JOURNEY, about the getting-to-know-you phase of a relationship. More than 3/4 of the book is that phase with an added layer of he-can’t-be-mine due to various circumstances. MCs are young, early 20s, written in a mature and level-headed way. Slow burn, almost no burn as they fumble through their attraction, spice is minimal and fades to black. We don’t get to see this couple be together for many pages, maybe a couple chapters at the most as they don’t officially get together until the very end. Recommended for folks that like the journey part of a romance story.
Contemporary, m/m, famous, actor/celebrity, normal guy, HEA, London.
I recently finished You’re My Beat by this same author and it is an epically angsty friends-to-lovers that I highly recommend. Very different level of angst from Change My Ticket, but full of the push/pull, passion and uncertainty that goes with young love. The couple in You’re My Beat also don’t get together until the very very end of the story, maybe that is a hallmark of this author?
January 30, 2024
2+
Nie wiem, czy to po prostu niezmiernie przeciętna historia, czy źle mi trafiła w czas, ale to do tej pory zdecydowanie najsłabsza książka Zarah Detand, którą czytałam. Zupełnie nie mogłam się zahaczyć w historii, bohaterowie ani mnie grzali, ani ziębili, zupełnie tego nie zapamiętam.
Zaokrąglam w górę do trzech, bo w końcu pojawił się epilog 😉
Nie wiem, czy to po prostu niezmiernie przeciętna historia, czy źle mi trafiła w czas, ale to do tej pory zdecydowanie najsłabsza książka Zarah Detand, którą czytałam. Zupełnie nie mogłam się zahaczyć w historii, bohaterowie ani mnie grzali, ani ziębili, zupełnie tego nie zapamiętam.
Zaokrąglam w górę do trzech, bo w końcu pojawił się epilog 😉
May 21, 2024
Gabe Duke, a raising Hollywood hearthrob, finds himself in an unlikely and surprising friendship with Ray Fadil, a lab researcher, whom Gabe meets accidentally while learning for his latest role as molecular biologist. But this friendship is proven very significant for Gabe because that first meeting, Ray didn't recognize Gabe as famous actor. And when Gabe is in need for hideaway, Ray is there for him.
I think Zarah Detand slowly emerged as one of my favorite MM authors this year. I found her earlier works to be just "okay" (I even DNF'ed one) but then the last several recent of works of her truly did me in. I just love how she wrote the connections between the two main lead characters. It feels so natural and intimate.
I loved how Gabe and Ray connected - all those talks, banters, watching Dirty Dancing, eating desserts... and then later on, being with the amazing Fadil family when spending Christmas. I know it is a probably weird description but I felt peaceful when reading this. I adored the friends surrounding Gabe and Ray - from Patrick, to Charlie, to Andrew... and the family members as well.
Yes, I thought the third-act breakup was silly and unnecessary, especially because it was all about Ray being too much in his head, not feeling like he was worthy to be in Gabe's world (stupid, stupid young man!), and I thought Ray probably will need more groveling... but I loved the whole book too much for this one aspect. And that epilogue... another peaceful gentle moment from Detand (I noticed that from one of her more recent title, Amid Our Lines).
Just lovely, LOVELY book!
I think Zarah Detand slowly emerged as one of my favorite MM authors this year. I found her earlier works to be just "okay" (I even DNF'ed one) but then the last several recent of works of her truly did me in. I just love how she wrote the connections between the two main lead characters. It feels so natural and intimate.
I loved how Gabe and Ray connected - all those talks, banters, watching Dirty Dancing, eating desserts... and then later on, being with the amazing Fadil family when spending Christmas. I know it is a probably weird description but I felt peaceful when reading this. I adored the friends surrounding Gabe and Ray - from Patrick, to Charlie, to Andrew... and the family members as well.
Yes, I thought the third-act breakup was silly and unnecessary, especially because it was all about Ray being too much in his head, not feeling like he was worthy to be in Gabe's world (stupid, stupid young man!), and I thought Ray probably will need more groveling... but I loved the whole book too much for this one aspect. And that epilogue... another peaceful gentle moment from Detand (I noticed that from one of her more recent title, Amid Our Lines).
Just lovely, LOVELY book!
March 25, 2024
Noticing that this author writes grest books but I find the grovels unsatisfying. Though to be fair, the crimes committed in this one were War Crimes Lite™
I loved the moment Ray realized definitively that he was in love with Gabe. I loved everything about Gabe. Minus the obliviousness. But that was a mutual affliction so maybe it cancels out?
I love that the friends to both MCs pointed out to the offender that he'd have to initiate the reconciliation since he's the one who fucked up. There's nothing I dislike more than the offended party STILL having to be the one to make the overtures.
Overall this book read like a romance between real people that I could possibly know, not just characters I'm reading about.
That said, it was a little tame, hence the rating.
I loved the moment Ray realized definitively that he was in love with Gabe. I loved everything about Gabe. Minus the obliviousness. But that was a mutual affliction so maybe it cancels out?
I love that the friends to both MCs pointed out to the offender that he'd have to initiate the reconciliation since he's the one who fucked up. There's nothing I dislike more than the offended party STILL having to be the one to make the overtures.
Overall this book read like a romance between real people that I could possibly know, not just characters I'm reading about.
That said, it was a little tame, hence the rating.
January 21, 2024
Slow burn through baggage
with cameos no-one needs.
Fine; uninspired.
with cameos no-one needs.
Fine; uninspired.
October 15, 2023
This is the first novel I've read by this author, and I'm glad I took a chance. There's a little more angst than I usually prefer, but it's well-grounded and well-written. All the characters are excellent, and the ending is just perfect. I'll be hunting through what else she's written, but even if no others appeal, this was a winner.
March 20, 2023
What a wonderful surprise. This was my first book by this author but it will definitely not be the last. Average guy meets movie star befriends him and falls in love.
It's not really about the big events and dramas in this story, it's about their journey, the insecurities, the fun times and the obstacles they face.
Interesting characters and conversations, it's a feelgood story even though there are a few throwbacks and not just smooth sailings.
The problems are real but they are not blown out of proportion which again was a big bonus.
It took some time for me to get into the writing style but once in the flow I just loved it.
Overall a great read and a 4.5 star story for me.
It's not really about the big events and dramas in this story, it's about their journey, the insecurities, the fun times and the obstacles they face.
Interesting characters and conversations, it's a feelgood story even though there are a few throwbacks and not just smooth sailings.
The problems are real but they are not blown out of proportion which again was a big bonus.
It took some time for me to get into the writing style but once in the flow I just loved it.
Overall a great read and a 4.5 star story for me.
March 20, 2023
4.5 stars. Oh, I liked this a lot. I’m a sucker for the famous guy meets regular guy trope and very much enjoyed how this story played out. This was a new-to-me author and I really gelled with her. Her writing was thoughtful, engaging, entertaining, and well-paced. Lots of lovely, well-turned phrases. I esp enjoyed the dialogue—often witty and always real. Every character felt fleshed out and authentic. The friendships betw the MCs and their respective BFFs were simply lovely. As was Ray’s family. The way they took Gabe in at Christmas and treated him like a regular Joe made my heart glow.
Ray and Gabe were a great couple. I was rooting for them every step of the way. They were awkward and adorable and frustrating all at once. No doubt Ray was trying at times and a bit of a hot mess. It was exactly as his friends said—he couldn’t get out of his own way. And I gotta say his decision to try to rectify things with Gabe at the movie premiere of all places was painful to read and had me squirming. I get why the author went there but it did make me cringe a bit. But I loved Ray. How could I not? He and Gabe were both just so freaking lovable.
All in all, a charming, heartwarming story. I look forward to reading more by this author.
Ray and Gabe were a great couple. I was rooting for them every step of the way. They were awkward and adorable and frustrating all at once. No doubt Ray was trying at times and a bit of a hot mess. It was exactly as his friends said—he couldn’t get out of his own way. And I gotta say his decision to try to rectify things with Gabe at the movie premiere of all places was painful to read and had me squirming. I get why the author went there but it did make me cringe a bit. But I loved Ray. How could I not? He and Gabe were both just so freaking lovable.
All in all, a charming, heartwarming story. I look forward to reading more by this author.
May 7, 2023
Super Cute
This is a very cute story. I enjoyed reading the majority of it. There was a part or two that kind of took away from the story a bit for me but I'm glad I read it.
I received an ARC and this is my unbiased opinion
This is a very cute story. I enjoyed reading the majority of it. There was a part or two that kind of took away from the story a bit for me but I'm glad I read it.
I received an ARC and this is my unbiased opinion
September 1, 2024
Sweet as Always
I love all of Zarah’s books! They’re sweet and funny and total page turners. I go through these faster than any other authors books because I never want to put them down.
I love all of Zarah’s books! They’re sweet and funny and total page turners. I go through these faster than any other authors books because I never want to put them down.
October 15, 2023
This was cute, sweet and so tender. It was a slow burn and the conversations and awkwardness that comes with the territory of a new love interest felt on point. Both characters had a lot of issues, but the way it was delt with wasnt forced. And even though the issues were quite serious the book did not drown in it. I just loved it.
November 30, 2023
Meh. Not bad, not good. Very much a kindle unlimited read.
May 15, 2023
4.5 stars rounded up.
This book had all the ingredients of a good british rom-com. It's funny and mostly light with layers of harder and deeper subjects () mixed in. It was a good balance of cute and angsty with just the right amount of found family thrown into the mix. Plus, if you've read the author's other books, there's some easter eggs in there too. I'll admit, this was my first forey into Zarah's universe but even I can link a blurb with mentionned characters. I'm sure it's a lot more fun when you've read the refered books, but honestly I didn't feel like I missed anything. It just made me want to check out the other couples.
I loved the banter both between the MCs and between them and their friends and family. The secondary characters were well rounded and fleshed out without taking over the story, but they also weren't just there to nudge the characters in the right direction (even if they do that as well). They felt like true characters, not just accessories there to say the right thing when the plot needed it.
The main characters are both very insecure, but they have reasons to be and it was interesting to peel back the layers and discover more of them during the story. And their friendship is just so, so sweet. I wasn't a huge fan of the 3rd act conflict, but really it's one you see coming from the start and it's not a surprise. I did love how it was resolved though, and each character's reaction to "The Grand Gesture". The epilogue rounds up the story nicely and by then I was happy with where the story ends, ready to let go of the characters reassured they would make it and keep their HEA for the foreseeable future.
The blurb mentions Christmas, and there is a bit of it, but if you're a seasonal mood reader I really think this is a book you can read anytime. Christmas is more of a background, not a character of the story. It's more about a family reunion than Santa, presents, and Christmas carols.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews. It didn't influence my review in any way.
This book had all the ingredients of a good british rom-com. It's funny and mostly light with layers of harder and deeper subjects () mixed in. It was a good balance of cute and angsty with just the right amount of found family thrown into the mix. Plus, if you've read the author's other books, there's some easter eggs in there too. I'll admit, this was my first forey into Zarah's universe but even I can link a blurb with mentionned characters. I'm sure it's a lot more fun when you've read the refered books, but honestly I didn't feel like I missed anything. It just made me want to check out the other couples.
I loved the banter both between the MCs and between them and their friends and family. The secondary characters were well rounded and fleshed out without taking over the story, but they also weren't just there to nudge the characters in the right direction (even if they do that as well). They felt like true characters, not just accessories there to say the right thing when the plot needed it.
The main characters are both very insecure, but they have reasons to be and it was interesting to peel back the layers and discover more of them during the story. And their friendship is just so, so sweet. I wasn't a huge fan of the 3rd act conflict, but really it's one you see coming from the start and it's not a surprise. I did love how it was resolved though, and each character's reaction to "The Grand Gesture". The epilogue rounds up the story nicely and by then I was happy with where the story ends, ready to let go of the characters reassured they would make it and keep their HEA for the foreseeable future.
The blurb mentions Christmas, and there is a bit of it, but if you're a seasonal mood reader I really think this is a book you can read anytime. Christmas is more of a background, not a character of the story. It's more about a family reunion than Santa, presents, and Christmas carols.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews. It didn't influence my review in any way.
April 20, 2024
Another slow burn from Zarah Detand! This was just as fun as the last one. Gabe and Ray are both wonderful characters. I loved their insecurities and how they fit so well together. Gabe’s family added some drama and Ray’s family was absolutely wonderful. These two had a great story. I wish there wasn’t a short time jump, but only because I wanted these two together so badly. 1/5 spice levels.
February 27, 2023
My favourite book from the author so far. Ray and Gabe are both really sweet and I really enjoyed having a double POV showing their insecurities and fears; their falling-in-love journey from each of their perspectives and what they loved about each other. The book is sweet while being complex, tackling a few difficult topics without extreme depth but in a very conscious way.
Beware of TW such as homophobia, a kid being kicked out of their house for being gay, abusive parents, being outed, being sold to the media, death of a parent, grief, anxiety, panic attacks, self doubt and extreme insecurity.
The secondary characters, as always with this author, were more than on point. The friendship between Ray, Patrick and Andrew, their whole dares thing, their banter and their loyalty was literally heart warming. Same goes for Gabe and his best mate Charly. Gabe’s sister and Ray’s sisters and mother are also very sweet and portrayed as complex human beings, even though some of them have only brief appearances in the book.
The friendship between the two MCs, their affection, the way their bond grows through time and how they are there for each other as friends first, plus their humor, inner jokes and soft mocking each other come across very relatable and thoroughly lovely. And I also really liked both their individual archs, how each of them grew a bit into themselves and figured out some stuff along the way.
What I didn’t love was the last 10% of the book. Ultimately, the “conflict” comes across as unnecessary and, honestly, not very believable. I’m not gonna clarify because it would be an unnecessary spoiler, but honestly the way they come together naturally and organically just for them to fall apart a second later over
something honestly quite ridiculous , doesn’t make a lot of sense. The resolution later on follows the same lines. If the problem is . So, basically, the ending (which develops entirely in the last 15% of the book, biggest “conflict” included), is really not very realistic, nor is the resolution.
I was a bit disappointed by the s*x scene (singular, there is only one in the book, plus a couple of hints). Won’t explain further though because it would spoil the book, but compared to other books from this author, I found it disappointing and found myself thinking that maybe none would have been better.
The epilogue is nice, if a bit out of context (we don’t even know how much time has passed between the previous chapter and the epilogue) and some parts of it ring quite random . But it was nice overall.
Which applies to the whole book in my opinion: some parts of it rung a bit out of context and some border impossible to believe, but I really liked the story as a whole.
Beware of TW such as homophobia, a kid being kicked out of their house for being gay, abusive parents, being outed, being sold to the media, death of a parent, grief, anxiety, panic attacks, self doubt and extreme insecurity.
The secondary characters, as always with this author, were more than on point. The friendship between Ray, Patrick and Andrew, their whole dares thing, their banter and their loyalty was literally heart warming. Same goes for Gabe and his best mate Charly. Gabe’s sister and Ray’s sisters and mother are also very sweet and portrayed as complex human beings, even though some of them have only brief appearances in the book.
The friendship between the two MCs, their affection, the way their bond grows through time and how they are there for each other as friends first, plus their humor, inner jokes and soft mocking each other come across very relatable and thoroughly lovely. And I also really liked both their individual archs, how each of them grew a bit into themselves and figured out some stuff along the way.
What I didn’t love was the last 10% of the book. Ultimately, the “conflict” comes across as unnecessary and, honestly, not very believable. I’m not gonna clarify because it would be an unnecessary spoiler, but honestly the way they come together naturally and organically just for them to fall apart a second later over
something honestly quite ridiculous , doesn’t make a lot of sense. The resolution later on follows the same lines. If the problem is . So, basically, the ending (which develops entirely in the last 15% of the book, biggest “conflict” included), is really not very realistic, nor is the resolution.
I was a bit disappointed by the s*x scene (singular, there is only one in the book, plus a couple of hints). Won’t explain further though because it would spoil the book, but compared to other books from this author, I found it disappointing and found myself thinking that maybe none would have been better.
The epilogue is nice, if a bit out of context (we don’t even know how much time has passed between the previous chapter and the epilogue) and some parts of it ring quite random . But it was nice overall.
Which applies to the whole book in my opinion: some parts of it rung a bit out of context and some border impossible to believe, but I really liked the story as a whole.
October 4, 2023
Gabe has found himself suddenly famous in his twenties as the face of a new super-hero franchise. He loves acting, is grateful for the fame and even more the fortune, even if it's mostly based on how his abs look in green spandex. He's been offered a more serious role as the younger scientist in a bio pic about Watson & Crick, who were credited with discovering (or maybe stealing) the structure of DNA. If he can pull this off, he might have a longer career than just one franchise.
Ray was headed towards a career in medicine when his beloved father suddenly died. Loss and guilt and the absence of the man he wanted so much to make proud sent his grades and his scholarship into a tailspin. He's left his university course and won't be able to afford to go back. His new job as a bio lab tech is sometimes fun, sometimes boring, and mostly a refuge as he tries to get himself back on track.
Thank heavens for good friends. Even if Ray's relationship with roommates Patrick and Andrew includes daring each other to harmless but questionable pranks. One of which - arranging some skeletons in the museum section of his lab into a Halloween picnic display - is where Ray is when Gabe comes looking for the bathroom on his location shoot.
Ray doesn't know who Gabe is, and that lets them start off on even footing - one man looking to round out the background of a character he's playing with expert advice, and a man with a bioscience background who can advise him. They even have outside interests in common, and a similar way of looking at the world. So by the time a roommate clues Ray in to whom he has befriended, there's enough connection between them to want to stay friends.
But just friends. Ray is out, has been since high school, but everything he's seen or heard about Gabe says he's straight. And even if he wasn't, he's way out of Ray's league.
Gabe, despite his success, is isolated and locked down personally. Rejecting parents, and an industry where a newcomer is likely to lose if he waves the rainbow flag, have kept him in the closet. His best friend Charlie and his sister have been his lifeline. He's managed a few anonymous encounters. But being around Ray makes Gabe want the things he's never had - a lover, arms to hold him, and a safe place where he is wanted and belongs.
But Gabe isn't at all sure he can have what he wants and survive the fallout. And he isn't sure he can or should ask Ray to join him in his closet.
This one is slow, slow burn, but that's something I love. Ray has reasons for his lack of self-confidence, Gabe has reasons for his fears of coming out. Sometimes I wanted to give them a shove (especially Ray) but they both captured my heart. The supporting characters are great, especially the trio of best friends. I find this author very comfortable reading, and have been on a bit of a binge, and this one hit the spot.
Ray was headed towards a career in medicine when his beloved father suddenly died. Loss and guilt and the absence of the man he wanted so much to make proud sent his grades and his scholarship into a tailspin. He's left his university course and won't be able to afford to go back. His new job as a bio lab tech is sometimes fun, sometimes boring, and mostly a refuge as he tries to get himself back on track.
Thank heavens for good friends. Even if Ray's relationship with roommates Patrick and Andrew includes daring each other to harmless but questionable pranks. One of which - arranging some skeletons in the museum section of his lab into a Halloween picnic display - is where Ray is when Gabe comes looking for the bathroom on his location shoot.
Ray doesn't know who Gabe is, and that lets them start off on even footing - one man looking to round out the background of a character he's playing with expert advice, and a man with a bioscience background who can advise him. They even have outside interests in common, and a similar way of looking at the world. So by the time a roommate clues Ray in to whom he has befriended, there's enough connection between them to want to stay friends.
But just friends. Ray is out, has been since high school, but everything he's seen or heard about Gabe says he's straight. And even if he wasn't, he's way out of Ray's league.
Gabe, despite his success, is isolated and locked down personally. Rejecting parents, and an industry where a newcomer is likely to lose if he waves the rainbow flag, have kept him in the closet. His best friend Charlie and his sister have been his lifeline. He's managed a few anonymous encounters. But being around Ray makes Gabe want the things he's never had - a lover, arms to hold him, and a safe place where he is wanted and belongs.
But Gabe isn't at all sure he can have what he wants and survive the fallout. And he isn't sure he can or should ask Ray to join him in his closet.
This one is slow, slow burn, but that's something I love. Ray has reasons for his lack of self-confidence, Gabe has reasons for his fears of coming out. Sometimes I wanted to give them a shove (especially Ray) but they both captured my heart. The supporting characters are great, especially the trio of best friends. I find this author very comfortable reading, and have been on a bit of a binge, and this one hit the spot.
May 14, 2023
Ray works in a lab, and one Sunday while he is fulfilling a dare, a handsome young man discovers him and asks for information about what it is like working in a lab and what he does, all as background for a movie part. Gabe is a young actor, known for his superhero part, but he is now working on a new movie and he needs motivation for his character. Ray has no idea who Gabe is, he invites him to his apartment to ask his questions, and a fledgling friendship begins. Over the course of the filming, the friendship grows and there is an attraction but nothing comes of it. The two keep in touch by text, and just before Christmas, Gabe shows up at Ray’s apartment, distraught about a newspaper article coming out the next day, outing him as gay. Ray takes him in, offering refuge and escape from reporters, and during this time strong feelings develop between the two men, complete with complications and obstacles to any future together which must be resolved if a HEA is in the works.
Sweet story of opposites attract, closeted actor and out lab rat, lack of communication, misinformation, fear of crowds, and feelings of inadequacies and low self-worth from both characters for different reasons. Satisfactory resolution to the complications and growth as individuals with the MCs, great supporting characters.
Sweet story of opposites attract, closeted actor and out lab rat, lack of communication, misinformation, fear of crowds, and feelings of inadequacies and low self-worth from both characters for different reasons. Satisfactory resolution to the complications and growth as individuals with the MCs, great supporting characters.
May 3, 2023
Standalone. POC representation. Slow burn. Found family. Dual POV. In the midst of secretly using some lab equipment for a humorous photo, lab assistant Ray bumps into the young and gorgeous Gabe Duke, but he doesn’t realize Gabe is a famous actor. Gabe finds the handsome lab technician charming and wants to pick his brain about all things working in a lab for a new part in a movie, but their budding friendship may not last once Ray sees that hanging out with a popular actor comes with a big loss of privacy. A really sweet story of two guys navigating life, building a friendship, finding a special person and determining what they are willing to risk in order to make that person a part of their life. Both Gabe and Ray have problematic pasts, but fortunately have a few supportive friends and family members that really help them through their ups and downs. The yearning and growing feelings are so well written and heartfelt, both Gabe and Ray were endearing and relatable in their thoughts and actions that made them feel realistic. The romance was beautiful, developing over time, and with all the thoughts, hesitations, and complicated feelings anyone would feel when falling in love. With a sweet HEA, this book was a joy to read.
May 6, 2023
Ray is a lab assistant playing a joke on a dare involving a skeleton tea party. Gabe is playing the role of Watson from the duo who discovered the DNA helix.
Their meeting leads to Gabe asking Ray about science for his role, and Ray doubting he wants to be friends. Even when Gabe stays in touch after the film is done, Ray doubts himself as worthy.
When Gabe’s family outs him in the press, he turns to Ray and they have a beautiful Christmas with Ray’s family and Gabe’s supports, his sister and best friend.
Even after they declare their love for each other, Ray still has doubts about Gabe staying. It takes him a few months to start believing in himself, and then he finally feels he can be worthy of Gabe too.
Great story, two sweet guys, but Ray has some changing to do, not realizing until it’s nearly too late what he’s let slip through his fingers. When you have something good, hold on, or you’ll regret losing it later. Very enjoyable book.
I received this free ARC and am providing my honest review as a thank you.
Their meeting leads to Gabe asking Ray about science for his role, and Ray doubting he wants to be friends. Even when Gabe stays in touch after the film is done, Ray doubts himself as worthy.
When Gabe’s family outs him in the press, he turns to Ray and they have a beautiful Christmas with Ray’s family and Gabe’s supports, his sister and best friend.
Even after they declare their love for each other, Ray still has doubts about Gabe staying. It takes him a few months to start believing in himself, and then he finally feels he can be worthy of Gabe too.
Great story, two sweet guys, but Ray has some changing to do, not realizing until it’s nearly too late what he’s let slip through his fingers. When you have something good, hold on, or you’ll regret losing it later. Very enjoyable book.
I received this free ARC and am providing my honest review as a thank you.
May 14, 2023
The regular person/famous person trope is one with plenty of potential and I think that potential is well realized in this story, which offers a slow burning buildup to a romance for Gabe and Ray. There’s real chemistry between them, and they’re bolstered by a deeply interesting cast of supporting characters and the author’s gift for writing dialogue that somehow manages to balance the witty with the realistic (and often a bit awkward). Both Ray and Gabe are interesting and likable. Ray is, at times, a hot mess and his own biggest obstacle– to degrees that are at times frustrating but also manage to be relatable and endearing– but that honestly made him, at least for me, the most compelling character. Overall, while there are some things I struggled with a bit– pacing being one of these things– I found this on balance to be a really enjoyable read, one well worth checking out.
*I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
*I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
May 14, 2023
Really sweet and the slowest slow burn ever romance
This is my first book from Zarah and I liked it very much. The two main characters, Ray and Gabe, both had issues which affected their lives and Zarah dealt with them sensitively.
The meet cute between Ray and Gabe was great and the resulting friendship between the Hollywood film star and the regular person was sweet. The slow burn was reeeeally slow but it suited them and it didn't bother me until the end, when there was a contrived separation then reunion, neither of which quite rang true to their characters and the rest of their story.
There was a marvellous supporting cast of characters who, with their warmth, affection, love and the special kind of teasing that only happens between family and close friends, made the story so much better. Patrick and Andrew, Charlie, Ray's family, Gabe's sister, I loved all of them.
This is my first book from Zarah and I liked it very much. The two main characters, Ray and Gabe, both had issues which affected their lives and Zarah dealt with them sensitively.
The meet cute between Ray and Gabe was great and the resulting friendship between the Hollywood film star and the regular person was sweet. The slow burn was reeeeally slow but it suited them and it didn't bother me until the end, when there was a contrived separation then reunion, neither of which quite rang true to their characters and the rest of their story.
There was a marvellous supporting cast of characters who, with their warmth, affection, love and the special kind of teasing that only happens between family and close friends, made the story so much better. Patrick and Andrew, Charlie, Ray's family, Gabe's sister, I loved all of them.
May 15, 2023
3.5⭐️
I like the premise here, it has tons of potential for a wonderful romance. The meeting was well done and pretty cute, Gabe is nervous about realistically playing a scientist in his new acting role. So, after a charming run in with Ray (a researcher) he catches in the middle of a prank, Gabe hires Ray to be his on set science coach. I love the idea. I also thought the writing was quite good all around. This feels like a fully fleshed out world, there are lots of excellent side characters to keep things interesting, I enjoyed the dialogue and humor, and the setting is well developed. For me, the romance side of the story was okay but too slow moving and felt a little underdeveloped. However, the writing and characters are well done and I will definitely read more from this author.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
I like the premise here, it has tons of potential for a wonderful romance. The meeting was well done and pretty cute, Gabe is nervous about realistically playing a scientist in his new acting role. So, after a charming run in with Ray (a researcher) he catches in the middle of a prank, Gabe hires Ray to be his on set science coach. I love the idea. I also thought the writing was quite good all around. This feels like a fully fleshed out world, there are lots of excellent side characters to keep things interesting, I enjoyed the dialogue and humor, and the setting is well developed. For me, the romance side of the story was okay but too slow moving and felt a little underdeveloped. However, the writing and characters are well done and I will definitely read more from this author.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
January 8, 2024
SO GOOD!!! This is my first book of 2024 and may I just say I am more than impressed. I loved the perfect amount of angst while not going overboard. The entire plotline with the daily mail and the outing was so well written and made what Gabe was experiencing easy to imagine and relatable for the reader. I love the witty nature of Ray and how he and Gabe are a perfect balance for each other. The way they are brought back together after the whole I love you debacle was so adorable. I love how Ray truly bettered himself and tried to become a better person in the months leading up to seeing him at the premiere. THE APARTMENT ENDING OH MY GOD. It had me in tears in the best way possible. From subtly including Ray in the decoration to the map to the ENGRAVED KEY sobbing. I need the kind of love Ray and Gabe have. Would read again!
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May 12, 2023
Okay, so there were a lot of good points about this book. For starters, it's British. I love a book set in the UK and I don't get to read a huge amount of them, so it's a refreshing change. Also, it's well written and well edited. There were a huge amount of side characters, which is usually a good thing.
I really really enjoyed this book to start with. The first few chapters were great. Mutual pining and a lot of witty dialogue with the housemates, I loved it. Now, I don't mind a slow burn, but I'm pretty sure this burned so slowly it actually went out. As time went on it read less and less like they were into each other and more like they were slightly codependent friends. I don't mind a slow burn, but I do like there to be a bit of a spark, a bit of tension at the very least. Any sexual tension they had soon faded, and they pretty much ended up in the friend zone. There was a few times I thought something romantic might happen, and it didn't, and by the time it did I no longer cared or found it remotely believable. Which is such a shame because it started off so well. If you like a really really slow burn with no spice and a large cast of family and friends, you might enjoy this book.
I really really enjoyed this book to start with. The first few chapters were great. Mutual pining and a lot of witty dialogue with the housemates, I loved it. Now, I don't mind a slow burn, but I'm pretty sure this burned so slowly it actually went out. As time went on it read less and less like they were into each other and more like they were slightly codependent friends. I don't mind a slow burn, but I do like there to be a bit of a spark, a bit of tension at the very least. Any sexual tension they had soon faded, and they pretty much ended up in the friend zone. There was a few times I thought something romantic might happen, and it didn't, and by the time it did I no longer cared or found it remotely believable. Which is such a shame because it started off so well. If you like a really really slow burn with no spice and a large cast of family and friends, you might enjoy this book.
May 11, 2023
First time author for me and I must say although this book was a real slow burn it still had a lovely storyline and premise that made the slow burn worthwhile although the chemistry between the movie star and the research assistant fizzled out during the slow burn it did ignite in an explosive way….
I loved the support of the side characters and the new found family.
Their dynamic started out as friends but it stayed there as both were wary about starting something with Gabe having to live in the USA and Ray in the UK unless…
The character build was also slow but added to the storyline.
All in all it was a cute slow burn with a bit of angst, humour and steam!
I voluntarily received an ARC from GRR for an honest non biased review.
I loved the support of the side characters and the new found family.
Their dynamic started out as friends but it stayed there as both were wary about starting something with Gabe having to live in the USA and Ray in the UK unless…
The character build was also slow but added to the storyline.
All in all it was a cute slow burn with a bit of angst, humour and steam!
I voluntarily received an ARC from GRR for an honest non biased review.
May 16, 2023
[I received a digital arc for an honest review]
This is a charming MM romance set in London between a closeted Hollywood star and a charming yet introverted lab technician. I enjoyed this slow burn romance where the Gabe and Ray got to know each other through in-person interactions and through text.
I appreciated the author's attention to the cost of fame at the expense of privacy. Both characters had histories that lead them to each other and finding affection and appreciation in just being there. Ray's friends and Charlie made for excellent back up as both MCs fumbled through getting to know each other.
3.5 stars for a story about how genuine connection can lead to happily ever after.
This is a charming MM romance set in London between a closeted Hollywood star and a charming yet introverted lab technician. I enjoyed this slow burn romance where the Gabe and Ray got to know each other through in-person interactions and through text.
I appreciated the author's attention to the cost of fame at the expense of privacy. Both characters had histories that lead them to each other and finding affection and appreciation in just being there. Ray's friends and Charlie made for excellent back up as both MCs fumbled through getting to know each other.
3.5 stars for a story about how genuine connection can lead to happily ever after.
March 5, 2024
If you’ve never read a book by this author before then know that she takes slow burn to a whole new level.
I mentioned in my review of You’re My Beat that her stories are books of friendship more than romance and I stand by that with this book also. But once you understand that, what you get is a well written low-angst read with heart warming characters that is the perfect read for when you need to take a step away from the real world for a while.
There were a couple of things that put this above the previous 2 books I’ve read 1) she didn’t bring IRL celebrities into this world, something I really disliked in Wear it Like a Crown and, 2) whilst this still was a slow burn the romance was brought in much sooner than previous books.
I mentioned in my review of You’re My Beat that her stories are books of friendship more than romance and I stand by that with this book also. But once you understand that, what you get is a well written low-angst read with heart warming characters that is the perfect read for when you need to take a step away from the real world for a while.
There were a couple of things that put this above the previous 2 books I’ve read 1) she didn’t bring IRL celebrities into this world, something I really disliked in Wear it Like a Crown and, 2) whilst this still was a slow burn the romance was brought in much sooner than previous books.
May 11, 2023
This book is just absolutely lovely and charming - I really really enjoyed it. I've never read anything by the author before, but I will definitely check out her other works after finishing Change My Ticket. The writing is evocative and really well done, the MCs are both so sweet and appealing and relatable. You really get into their heads and see the insecurities and how these have undermined their relationships, and they're just so sweet together - definite heart eyes!! I received and ARC and put off reading it because the cover didn't much appeal to me, but I was just blown away and sucked in and finished with a warm fuzzy book hangover. Highly, highly recommend!!
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