Young man think you know the ways the world you know nothing but the struggles of a boy to be heard you preferred to lie to yourself Left your talent rotting up on the shelf it was affecting your health Both mental and phsyical Never reached the pinnacle Victim of a young mans pride your not invincible But Father time is the champ Kick a young mans dreams in the ass ya he’ll be laughing like a bastard bitch slappin you out your trance Tell me when youve ever taken a stance that wasnt self serving caught up in self glorifying fantasy Glad to be distracted til you find your spirit atrophied So lift yourself out of the dust get back on the horse and readjust your course some more Go n Take a little time for yourself You know that nobody else is gonna help you Chorus Youd better stop n think about what your doin Young man ya you cant even tell your naive Who were you tryin to please? Been living life on your knees bowing to the might of the ego Stay satisfied with your nightly placebo Anything to draw attention from the fact that you lack any means to backtrack your way to the path Gone and lost your equilibrium Fight parasites like cryptosperidium Its and every day battle just to get through Temporary pleasures of the flesh seek to tempt you Rend you a shell of your potential Tossed whats important for the inconsequential Alarm bells should be ringing in your ears The death knell of all you held dear youve never heard it so clear A voice inside you yells: “You betta check yourself before you wreck yourself”

t always starts the same a blank page n a few words that I wanted to say I got to get it now let it out somehow Ya I know its up there in my brain If i could chisel away Find a focus keep my mind open lock into the zone and flow with the vocal dont sell out to the self doubt creepin in deep within I speak unto the least of men Ch1 Now Who you gonna believe the little voice in your head tryin to tell you that youl never be nothin Grow up your losing the game You got to find a better path to the finish if you want to be the victor come on you threw it away But theres a final chance here for the taking better start waking up The days young but theres work to be done so hell ya I got the fire in my guts I gotta speak about it V2 Everybody wants to be something style over substance man you couldnt hide from my judgement fam I point the finger n accuse you of failing to produce to Everything you could have been should have been Prove you didnt squander your inheritance Put your pride down stomach the embarassment Let it drive you the emptiness inside be a guide for you n light a fire for the final flight Now I wasnt to be wrong to be thinking that the way to resolve it all was to pick apart the ways we fucked it up one mistake at a time each day of our lives we let it all slip by I saw a giant in you I saw a titan tryin to fight his way through a few self esteem Issues Ya You were a lion acting like a sheep asleep with the flock while the clock keeps ticking away Ch2 Theres a battle in your head in your heart Theres a struggle deep within your soul this is the war of art Fighting the resistance Gotta be insistant Ya so do work like big business This is my labour of love I just relay all that comes I am a vessel trying to get myself filled up with inspiration I can pour onto the pages and create something that gives meaning to the one who made it So who you gonna believe the little voice in your head tryin to tell you that youl never be nothin Grow up your losing the game You got to find a better path to the finish if you want to be the victor come on you threw it away But theres a final chance here for the taking better start waking up The days young but theres work to be done hell ya I feel the fire in my lungs I cant shut up about it V3 Midway through the battle dont quit When your close to the finish gonna feel the resitance Sirens calling from the shoreline Begging you for your time But you must abhore with your heart and mind Every voice that would seek to distract from the purpose of your mission ya your not givin it up The enemy within is a powerful fuck he wants to self destruct and take a chunk of your soul he is a shadow of the higher genius a sad defeatist who seeks to bleed us dry he Tells us that we'll burn out still we gotta churn out work every day of our lives we find That we have to face isolation rejection contempt and humiliation But its ten times worse when we dont do the work Time to roll up our sleeves Im getting down to business Bridge: Slave to the rhythm Serving the lyric Speak from the viewpoint chiseled in blood by my spirit Bonded by love it grows up We get one step closer but its never enough I Put my Nose to the grindstone Pen to the page Til the muse cant deny that Ive been earning my wage ya My reward is a breakthrough Chains I will shake loose Every failure an experience to shape you Slave to the rhythm Serving the lyric Speak from the viewpoint chiseled in blood by my spirit Bonded by love we grow up Getting one step closer but its never enough So who you gonna believe that fuckin voice in your head trying to tell you that youl never be something grow up your losing the game you got to find a better path to the finish u dont wanna be a victim

Why is everybody trying to fuck with me People going out of there way to be a cunt to me Come to see my sanity as a little luxery Try to calm myself down but its just perfunctory Comes over me suddenly this anger I Turn into a stranger cant control myself now Im raising up a rancor Heart racing hands shaking mind blazing eyes crazy Dont show no violence but I know about hatred I dont want to feel this way Lately I been so ashamed Try to make it through the day everything will be ok tomorrow And sometimes it is and sometimes I feel like shit still Because the worlds throwing turds at me purposefully Getting harder not take all of the bullshit personally ya I need to unload cos Im about to explode Walls closing in This is an emergency I need to talk to you can help me make it through yah I need to talk to you can help me make it through yah When it all falls apart when im losing my head Will you be ther until the end when you are my only friend left when I lose my senses Help me pull it back together This emerging emergency This emerging emergency I can feel all of these conflicts swallow me Seem to be drawn to me got controversy constantly following me Are these disasters of my own making Or random encounters that will leave me with my fist shaking Well am I being unreasonable? it seems like its seasonal Ill be fine til Im dealing with ya mean people Then I react and erupt I feel the rush in my blood rise up want to crush em to dust the little fuckwits But that only leads to negativity Am I off my rocker or were you just being a dick to me I got a couple wires loose in my circuitry maybe goin crazy baby this is an emergency I need to talk to you can help me make it through yah I need to talk to you can help me make it through yah When Im falling apart when im losing my head Will you be ther until the end when you are my only friend left when I lose my senses Help me pull it back together This emerging emergency This emerging emergency Is it chemical imbalance should I balance it with chemicals Self medicating on a dose so delectable Ya Seen me at my worst now Im making my confessional Some of my behaviour was completely indefensible Its natural youd be skeptical aw hell I dont blame you Im just trying to tell you how I feel I cant change you I just tried to open up now Im spilling out my guts Shit baby what have I done guess Ive gone and killed our fun My life is a rollercoaster come here baby hold me closer Dose me with your potent potion Hold me back from self implosion THe only power i wield Is to document the way that I feel in a way that seems real to me This is the way I try to deal with my illness Do not put your hands in the air if you feel this speak to someone you love urgently Dont do it by yourself this is an emergency

Pick up the pieces of your life You couldnt stay another night Inside the prison of your mind You try to be a new man You try to set things right You've Gone and brought yourself this far I know the person that you are I know once you felt the sacred touch Somehow we disconnected And built up our defenses 6 litres of sweat 6 day ordeal 7 little deaths hack open my 7 seals Never going back never do it again please god Id rather be dead Its like you came and put a gun to my head Tyler Durden left me gurlgling n the gutter be now Ill be born again So Today is the single greatest day of my life My Breakfast taste sweeter then the nectars of paradise Ah Raymond K Hessel had a near dear death experience And came back from the brink with a new way of thinking things Raymond K Hessel had a near death experience And came to his senses with a kick to the face Not the type of therapy money could buy Cry true tears of joy just for being alive So truly thankful Took my turn at the trial of fire and water Sent my spirit through the depths of the digital ghetto Purged every toxin from my system Laughing at my demons infatuated with them as they are with me and so we try and find some symmetry & Regain the artistry Find the thoughts we hardly see complete So as the body suffers then the minds eye darkens Til the body is recovered and the mind is newly sharpened Why was I awake in my nightmare Was I afraid to have to sacrifice my life there To cross the abyss Just a misfit kid in the shit Looking for a grip searching for a sense of reality A part of me never want to see again I want to be sparkling clean newborn and free again 6 days in the underworld digging up bones Trying to find my way home so Ill be whole again

I Close my eyes and I can see it inside I got a vision Enthiogenic fumes fill the room changing my worldview I Step outside of space and time to find I got a vision I can elevate myself to a higher states of mind Ive seen a vision She said Ill come with you taste the forbidden fruit taste the right of kings visionary shaman psychonauts who bought & purchased passage to the dark side of the unvirse who tapped into a vein of the collective never mixin the message While eclipsing the heavens With new thoughts and perceptions A collective ascendance an ancestral rememberance You weree lied to, your body is a vessel of the universal consciousness The god in yous been starving cos you never grew never knew you dont need religion to commune with the godhead Yahwehs dead Just you and me left Ya we better start our using our heads Just yourself to contend with Dont ever forget this He pointed at the scenery of trees and said me "look man their all props" and as the flashbulb went off I saw in 4D Gaze down at my hands time itself lost all command as my pineal took a blast from an ancient herb The kundalini serpent woke arisen from its slumber revealed to me the wonders of the universe Im humbled in the purest sense awestruck by the interdconnectedness CAn you take The rapid fire bitter pill litmus test roller coaster ride to the godhead Yahwehs dead just you and me left Dont ever forget that the only thing divine is inside you Open your eyes breathe it in you can find yours

I FOUND THE LOVE I feel it burning it me The fires stirring til Im learning what I really need I FOUND THE LOVE You'll Never take it from me I hold her close so Ill know Im not waking up I FOUND THE LOVE Feels so good Its a pleasure just to do whatever whenever we get together FOUND THE LOVE I found you And I knew from the start You would always be a part of me WHOLE Deep inside my soul Never gonna let go let her know Im not going anywhere I FOUND THE LOVE Dont need much But I need it all when you give me the rush of blood FOUND THE LOVE I Found it all inside You are the one who brings peace to my troubled mind FOUND THE LOVE And I need it all Feel my worlds colliding start to feel divided Til I feel the touch of your love there to guide me Speak to me with passion All that you imagined crashing to the ground but well still be standing Swore Id never hurt you I will not desert you Ill be by your side Ive been captured by your virtue Look into my eyes you can see my sense of purpose til the end of time your the object of my worship